outside reading #27

I have continued reading Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer.
It is the morning after the conversation of Jacob and Edward. Bella finally wakes up, but she is sweating because Jacob is still in the sleeping bag. She tries to get him off of her, but fails. Finally Edward steps in a rolls him out of the sleep bag. Jacob gets mad and he gets back in on top of Bella. Now Edward gets mad and he throws Jacob, who then hits the pole holding up the tent. The two then stand growling at each other ready to fight, but Bella calms them down. Jacob leaves then to get reading for the soon approaching fight. When he is gone Bella and Edward talk. Edward tells Bella that she was talking in her sleep, but she was just saying his name, but towards the end she said Jacob's. Then they talk about there top ten nights and of course the night when Edward proposed was in both of their top tens. After they say something about the wedding, they hear a horrible sound. It was Jacob, he was listening to their conversation and was letting out his pain. Bella gets very upset that she hurts him, so Edward brings Jacob back. Edward and Seth leave so that the two of them can talk. Bella says that she hurts him too much and so that she wont bother him anymore. Jacob of course doesn't want this to happen, so he says that if she wont see him anymore he will just die. He says that he will fight in the fight with the newborn vampires, but he die in it too. Bella doesn't want this to happen of course, so she says she will do anything for him to stay alive. Bella knows right away what she has gotten her self into and so they kiss. This isn't like the other kiss, Bella feels in sync with Jacob now, like they are suppose to be together. As she thinks more, she knows she is in love with Jacob, but not enough to change anything else. She knows all that she is doing is hurting Jacob.